Hi baby! I wanted to make you something, and im ngl i didnt know what to make so i decided hey i can code why dont i make her a website with a little note?
ANYWAYS happy valentines day! in um 10 days we'll have been together for ten months!!! well relevant to when i'm writing this..
ive always wondered what its like to be so in love with someone that youre willing to marry them. i'll admit i've had my handful of relationships, but whatever way you make me feel just feels so much better. i feel free and im not scared, i can trust you so easily and i can honestly feel a healthy future with you. ive always wanted to finish school and cut everyone off, enlist in the military and become a ghost with no connections from my past. but you made me feel so different. i want to do something with myself, i want to be successful and do something i enjoy, but i only want to if theres the slight hope it'll be with you. and that's a feeling i've never felt. i'm too young to marry you, but i'm old enough to know what i want for myself, and that's you.
this isn't long because its kinda late, i didn't do my homework and im lowkey tired so i'll revisit the 100 reasons i told you i loved you, and elaborate on them because you told me once you wanted to know exactly what i think about you and this is as close as i can get
100 Things I Like About Emme
1. your smile: very contagious and youre so like awww cutesie when you do, i wanna eat you youre like aghghshsghsghgs
2. your cute little giggle: youre my little baby and and when you giggle its all cute and sweet and it makes me feel like i dont know it makes my tummy feel funny in a good way
3. your eyes: theyre actually so pretty i would stare into them for hours if i could theyre like pretty little gems
4. your voice when you whisper: your voice is always so comforting but when you whisper you have this like tone to your voice and its so cute aw
5. your voice when we're on the phone: you always sound so happy but when its like night you sound so comforting on the phone its like i dont know
6. that you're lowkey good at every game you touch: youre better than me at a lot of games and the ones im better at you always end up doing really good and i think thats very cool and yes youre awesome
7. this is your favorite number and that's really cool: ive never met anyone who shares a dislike for even numbers first off, and although i dont hate them like you do its like woah i thought i was the only one.. anyways 7 is pretty cool and although its common it always just makes me think of you and maybe itd be that way with any number as long as its your favorite but i think 7 is the best
8. the way your hair feels: i love playing with your hair or like petting you or something its so like soft and it always smells good too
9. how soft you are: YOURE SO SOFT AND WARM YOURE LIKE A PILLOW I JUST AGSHHHSGH
10. your sense of humor: youre very funny emme and i think our humor meshes very well and i like that
11. the fact you're ticklish: this one is self explanatory expect to get tickled when i see you next
12. when you're zoned out or something cause then I can just admire you: i like when youre not looking at me and i get to look at you and examine you and admire you youre jhust aw youre so precious to me
13. how you always want to hold my hand: i love when you always go for my hand it makes me feel wanted and its cute when youre clingy and and and i like holding your hand it makes me feel safe
14. that you're so smart about like weather and health and stuff: its so entertaining when you just tell me all this stuff you know and its so cool cause youre like actually knowledgable
15. THIGHS: yummy yum yum yum yum now that im looking back i wish i added your stomach too aghh
16. you're athletic: even if youre quitting soccer i like how you play it and have played it and idk i like sports and i like you so it meshes pretty well
17. you don't judge when you say you won't: i feel very accepted and normally when people say that i dont because they make fun of me anyways but you never do
18. you don't make fun of me: sometimes you do but i dont get my feelings hurt when you do
19. you don't get upset when I can't tell when you're joking: when i do get my feelings hurt or something or i think youre mad but youre playing around you dont get mad at me for not knowing youre joking and thats a big one for me
20. you're patient: this is very helpful because i need time for a lot of things and youre willing to give that to me no matter what
21. you listen and adapt when I'm in a bad mood: you read me and make me feel better just by catering to my needs even when i dont tell you what i need
22. you always want to help or something: especially with my homework youre always so helpful and thats so cute like aw you wanna help me so bad youre so precious and nice
23. you're honest: self explanatory and this is a big one
24. phoebe: shes so cute bro im gonna eat her
25. DAISYYYY: daisy is the best omg can we trade dogs
26. you can take a joke without getting secondhand offended: this is very specific but its big because i can say something that isnt relevant to you and you will let me say it without getting offended and acting all weird and thats very common in all of my friendships and my old relationships
27. bacon egg and cheese…: the joke here is the n word
28. the way you say supa dupa: it so like aw when you say "i love you supa dupa much" i want to kiss yoiu
29. how you always ask if I'm okay whenever I'm overstimulated or something: you can tell when i get like fidgety or distant and then you ask if im okay and i calm down and i dont feel all irritable and stuff
30. you remind me that I matter: big one because you make me feel like a real person with real value and not just some weirdo
31. you're really nice to me: youre so sweet and you talk so nice and you make me feel so good
32. you're gracious and forgiving: youve given me a lot of chances and you dont get mad when i make dumb mistakes
33. you're trustworthy: this goes hand in hand with honesty and it makes me feel very comfortable knowing i can trust you with anything
34. you're not scared to be yourself: especially around me because i love you for you and not who you pretend to be
35. you tell me to be myself: you make me feel comfortable being myself and thats a SUPER big one for me
36. you're nice and warm: agh especially your stomach and your thighs and agh i love touching you youre so huggable and like cuddle-able and i want to sleep with you like a blanket or a pillow ykwim
37. you watch anime: biggest green flag oat bc youre cultured and not a lame girl who only watches the notebook or something
38. you watch the animes I watch: mutual taste is big because it gives me someone to talk to about the stuff in what i watch because you watch it too
39. you aren't mean to me when you're with your friends: you dont switch up and i love that
40. I can joke weird and freaky with you: you dont get weirded out or anything and youre willing to go along when i make a joke which just makes it even funnier
41. when you hug me tight: i like when you hug me tight i feel secure but i also feel like aw shes so cute i just wanna hold her
42. idk you're just cute: please marry me seriously youre so like idk i just want to hold you and cherish you
43. when you call me sweet boy: very self explanatory i like knowing im yours and when you call me that it makes me so happy aadsad
44. mommy: i love my mommy
45. when you call me a good boy: i love being mommys good boy loud and proud i dont need a reason for it
46. you don't like even numbers: once again ive never met anyone like that except myself
47. uh I love you I don't know: if everything in my life was based on luck then meeting you was my jackpot
48. you love me back: the best feeling ive ever felt was when i called madyn freaking out because i told you i loved you for the first time and you said it back
49. you stayed with me after like idk I told you like idk nevermind: you dont think of me different because i am different and thats the biggest one
50. you comfort me when I get freaked out: because of you i never feel alone and because of that i feel cared for and safe
51. I can tell you about my piss and stuff and you don't think it's weird (I think you don't pls tell me if you do): LMAO I DONT REMEMBER THIS ONE but yes you dont get grossed out when i tell you about my monster pisses and thats very nice because i feel very proud of myself after taking a massive leak and i need to tell someone i trust
52. you don't care that I just dyed my fucking hair purple: you let me be me and do what i want and you support me all the way even when its dumb impulsive decisions like dying my hair on a random thursday or buzzing my head for fun
53. you care about me and won't let me go bald: i think that was my mid life crisis thank you for advising me against it because my parents were on board and i was genuinely going to do it
54. you care about me in general: it feels so good feeling cared about and you do that best for me
55. "one more": mmmmwah i love when youre needy and clingy like okay baby one more kiss
56. when you hold my hand in the car: it feels so cutesie like aw were in the back of a car holding hands im gonna remember this for the rest of my life and reminisce on it
57. you don't think I'm weird (I hope): i feel accepted with you and thats a super big one
58. we haven't fought once: almost ten months and we still havent fought once those are some goated ass stats
59. when you spam me with snaps of you: youre so pretty i love looking at photos of you please continue to bless me with photos
60. that one time we fell asleep otp: i think i wrote this before this became a somewhat normal thing but its quite pleasant when we do
61. you always support me: youre my number 1 fan in like a good way like i love you and youre always by my side and thats really nice and i feel very loved
62. we have some of the same friends for the most part: this is a pretty big one cause that means your friends cant turn you against me
63. you're just really cool bro: if i was a girl and i wasn't a short asian goth chick i'd wanna be you bc youre very nice and like friendly and youre not mean and you do cool things and yeah youre very admirable
64. how you're all into these different things: i can tell anyone my girlfriend is a medical genius that can tell you all the dsmp lore while analyzing the weather and making a playlist for each artist you listen to like what youre so cool
65. you're not scared to show people we're dating: im yours and youre mine and you love to make that known and thats pretty flippin awesome
66. you like Star Wars: i like girls, i like star wars, youre a girl, you like star wars, i think its a match made in heaven
67. idk like six seven (you're beautiful I probably already said that but oh well): every feature on you is so perfect and i love it all i want to eat you, id take a photo of you into war
68. you don't hold grudges: you are very forgiving and you dont hold anything against me
69. you don't pry information I don't want to share: accepting my boundaries of what i want to share is a very big one as well and you respecting that makes me feel very comfortable and makes me feel like i can trust you and tell you things
70. you take your time when you need to: you dont rush things you dont want to rush and i think its really admirable that you do what you want and you actually care and try
71. you're always sleepy and I think it's cute: maybe not so much anymore but sleepy emme is so cutie i love you let me hold you and sleep in my arms
72. your love for Celsius and Dr Pepper: i dont understand the two but yk i understand one's love for a beverage is strong and i love how you recognize that too
73. the way you do your makeup stuff on your eyes I don't know what it's called: your eyes are so pretty without makeup and then when you do the black stuff youre a baddie
74. when you laugh so hard you go silent: i love your laugh but youre so cute when youre laughing and when somethings so funny youre silent laughing you look so happy and cute i want to protect you forever
75. how the way you text matches with how you talk: youre the same person whether we are talking or texting and i like that because it makes me trust you a lot idk why
76. when you send me football and LeBron stuff: okay so this really just applies for like everything you send me because i think its so cute when you send me something im into like aw you remembered
77. whatever perfume you wear: you always smell SO good and whenever you wear whatever perfume it sticks on me and my stuff and like ah it smells so good you smell so sleepy if ykwim and i love that
78. we've gone out to dinner twice and you got a chicken quesadilla both times: LMAO I REMEMBER THIS OMG i thought it was really funny that you only ordered chicken quesadillas and that was very cute and now i think of you every time one is mentioned
79. you don't get mad when I say sorry a lot: i need to stop doing this but you let me know its okay and thats a big one because sometimes i just feel sorry or something idk and you let me without getting annoyed or anything
80. your lips are like very nice and kissable: i love kissing you or just touching lips or anything with your lips theyre so soft and agh youre so perfect i want to kiss you mwah
81. when you let me sniff you: i love your smell i love you i like to sniff you like a dog youre so cool
82. when you're being a good girl: i love when youre being my good girl hm you behave so well baby :P
83. you're black at night time: this is still one of the funniest jokes we have imo and i think about it daily
84. when you play with my hair: i like to lay in your lap and when you play with my hair i feel so good and safe and grgrgrgrg
85. you actually like talk to me: you want to talk and tell me about your day and stuff and i love that because youre so cute and invested and i love talking to you
86. you can hold a conversation: even if its just us saying okay back and forth you always find something to say back and thats nice because i love talking to you
87. you always try to like pay and stuff (you never will): haha you still havent aside from like gifts and you never will but its so cute when you try knowing i wont let you especially that one time at target when you made claire take your pants from me
88. you don't force me to do anything: this is important for reasons i dont want to share right here but making me feel comfortable is one of your best skills
89. you don't make me uncomfortable: i always feel secure and safe with you and thats a super big one
90. you're always reassuring: even when i dont ask, you know what to say to reassure me and you do it without me needing to seek reassurance
91. you don't like laugh at me when I tell you I'm crying: you never make fun of me or make me feel like less of a man and you remind me its okay to have emotions
92. you don't think I'm like weird when I don't eat: huge one because i think if it was anyone else id be a weirdo for that
93. you treat me right: you go above and beyond to make me feel loved and it feels super great and i couldnt be more thankful
94. you actually act like you love me: you show it, you say it, you make me feel like the most important person in the world even though that spot is taken by you
95. you let me love you how I know how to love: you dont expect anything out of me and youre content with what i can pull off because im not the best at showing love but you make it known that im doing just fine
96. you try: i dont feel like im in love with someone running away, i feel my love is being reciprocated and thats nice
97. you're awesome and fun to talk to: i dont ever get bored around you, and everything about you is so like aw and also like woah
98. you make me feel better just by talking to me: this really like shows a lot idk, when i feel like shit all i have to do is talk to you and i no longer feel as bad because knowing youre there and youre mine is the only thing i need to know
99. those little rants you go on about stuff you like: its so cute listening to you talk about something youre into and listening to you talk and go on and on is my favorite song
100. you're worth it: youve put up with me for nearly ten months now and i still think about how lucky i am to have just met you because if it wasnt you then itd be no one and i dont know where id be.. you make teenage love feel so easy and im all for it
that's that.. i really do love you emme and i think youre the best decision ive ever made. every time i tell you i love you i relive that first time i ever did, i go back to the night i asked you out, and i feel all of this excitement and joy, and i may not have a frontal lobe yet but i have enough of a brain to know i love you with every ounce of my being and i always will. youre the best thing thats ever happened to me, emme, i mean it. i'll remind you again, you saved me. and i wouldnt want it any other way.
I love you ssoosososososossooo so much baby, happy valentines day! -shade :3